u can not stop problems..
they come..uninformed and unexpectedly..
u can't even expect to know the way it shall present..
yesterday s'thing similar happened to me..
without going into details i will just say...
ki i was accused of stealing money from someone's ATM.
when i was accused..i got speechless..
almost at the brim of tears..
and then i started to explain everyone around that i was innocent.
i called my dad..
it was a panic situation for me..

and somehow..time passed..and after a few minutes..when i got my composure back..
i realised tat it was just a trap..
and i need not give it much importance..

today i feel completely normal.
and am able to face anyone with any question...
well,b'coz i have written so much about the episode..so i will add this much that i expect
to come out of this scratchless...

habit to escape...

whatever we do..with full effort and concentration it is an act of escape.

actually we never ever think about our real problems..

we do not even know them..

how we live in ignorance..

love found..

well,

it has been a long time now..since i found you.

love love and love keeps on echoing all the time.

nothing nothing seems to be important except you.

but...there is a dissonance..that it's unreciprocated.

but still..it enriches me..

and i feel i m alive for it only...

re HI

hey my blog..how r u?

i m good..too good.

after these months..the riddle of LIFE has not been solved of simplified...

but i m doing well.

and the reality is ki...now i m more deeply engrossed in ma life..more entangled.

and things seem to be extremely..pretty.

tardy me

it often happens that our days pass..

we are neither happy nor sad..

neither working nor relaxing...

and not even able to think what you are doing these days..

such is my life these days..always doing s'thing but nothing in particular..

what do you expect to come out of such life?

this is not good and i need to do something creative and productive as soon as possible.

i need to work..work hard.

really.

met a lost friend

hi pals..

m back.

these days..nthing notable is happening.

o o..one thing happened.

i met a school friend of mine straight after 13 years..

meanwhile we were not in contact in anyway..

i always thought about him..he was like..best friend...

without him school was impossible..almost.

we were not so bright even.. mediocre students..always in attention because of wrong reasons..

incomplete homework..

late coming.

chatting in the class..

not following teachers..

absentminded..

careless..

we were much alike..

then it happened so ki his father was transferred to other city..

in those days..my home dint had a landline..

mobile was not even known to common folks..

no computer..no net.

no nothing.

so when he went..he went without leaving a trace..

thus i lost him..

lost.

i continued in the same school..got new and very good..new friends..whom i still adore.

but i never was able to forget him..

so after many many years..when india became more advanced..and computer reached to mass and google introduced it's social networking websites..

i looked for him..

and got him back very easily..

he was in his grad.. physics major..

in mumbai only..where i m doing my college.

we met.. and it was an experience of life time...

it felt so good.

and he seemed to be equally pleased..

not felt as if i was meeting him after so much time..

so tat was it..

i m happy

and thankful to almighty for this..

ok,bye.

well,i m here..to say sth.

but wat..i m not clear.

but i m not thus always..

at times i hav ideas and emotions..churning..tat i need to ooze out..

life...is the biggest question for me.

i keep askin...

lately it has turned out rather strangely..

it has got ingredients..of anyone's story..love..loss..success..failure..

joys..

pains....

anyways..i always feel that though its my story...it can equally well be yours story also..

so..in my mother tongue..

jitni kahanivihin meri kahani hai...utni hi iski vyapakta hai...

i m sorry..

main jab bhi kuch samjhne-samjhane lagta hoon..to bah jata hoon.

so if anything seems to be incoherent..omit it..

abhi keliye itna hi